I didn't think I was going to like this when I first started reading it...because of the whole Muraki "what if" thing, yada yada. However, I was quickly drawn into the story and the more I read, the more I began to enjoy it. But now I want to cry...poor Tsuzuki. But of course, the possibility of Muraki and Hisoka together...hmmmm...my mind wanders...yum yum yum.